今年除夕我為父親訂的點(diǎn)心，真正的中式糕點(diǎn)，從浙江郵寄過來，今天放在他遺相面前，他應(yīng)該會很開心。1月21日父親去世已經(jīng)25周年了。我每天都在想念他?！秾舡h(huán)游記》中說：“真正的死亡，是這世上再沒有人記得你。” 所以記得，就是活著。他說我長大了應(yīng)該穿真絲旗袍，戴珍珠耳環(huán)。所以我訂制了60多條手工旗袍。整日戴著一幅Mikimoto的珍珠耳環(huán)。我常常想他若活著，我會帶著他乘漢莎航空去德國走走。我陪他住最好酒店，請他吃米其林大餐，陪他去古老的咖啡廳，我們手挽手在萊茵河畔散步。他是我的男神，也是我的靠山。我父親是一個(gè)活得特別通透的人，他把重慶黃金地段渝中區(qū)棗子嵐埡78號的一幢別墅給了國家，當(dāng)年國家安置了九戶人家住在里面長達(dá)幾十年。1987年他工作的中國水電八局有福利房可買，他卻沒有買房，他這一生都沒有自已的房子。他卻從來沒有覺得他過得不好，我們的三口之家過得無比幸福，我人生的高光時(shí)刻就是在貴州烏江小鎮(zhèn)的童年時(shí)光。他離開我們已經(jīng)25年了，還有這么多人懷念他，因?yàn)樗麖膩矶济靼族X財(cái)畢竟是身外之物。我們最重要的是生命和真正的人生。我真的希望可以終生工作，因?yàn)槲业墓ぷ骺梢詭椭陀绊懨恳患抑袊揍t(yī)院和愿意進(jìn)步的優(yōu)秀醫(yī)生。地球自轉(zhuǎn)億萬年，世上分日夜，夏至太陽照在北回歸線上，日長夜短，冬至則相反。為什么人類只能在這奇異星球上短暫存活幾十載？卻還要受盡各種苦楚？生命為什么這樣吃苦？只因人心貪婪。所以我們要把每一天每一刻的時(shí)光過好。因?yàn)樯鼉H此一次，無比珍貴。我就是要這個(gè)世界有一束光為我而打，我就是要有一個(gè)舞臺為我而亮，我就是要這個(gè)世界上有一些人為我而來，這非常非常重要。2023年來了，富貴三春景，平安兩字金，愿天下所有人新春吉祥。萬事盡頭，終將如意。

I ordered some authentic Chinese pastry mailed from Zhejiang province for my father this New Year’s Eve. He would have been happy seeing his favorite. He has been gone for 25 years, and I miss him every day. There’s a quote in the movie Coco. "The real death is that no one in the world remembers you." Death is not the end of life, forgetting is. He used to say that I would grow up as a lady dressed in silk Qipao, wearing pearl earrings. And I still remember his words today, and that's why I customize more than 60 hand-made Qipao and always wear a pair of pearl earrings from Mikimoto. If he were still with us, we would travel to Germany via Lufthansa, stay in the luxury hotel, enjoy a Michelin feast, take a sip in an old Café, and walk hands in hands along the Rhine. My father is my hero, my backup.My father is a man with great wisdom. He donated his property, a mansion in prime location in Chongqing, to the local government, where the government resettled nine families in for decades. In 1987, SinoHydro Engineering Bureau 8 Co., Ltd, where my father used to work at, launched government-subsidized housing, but he did not buy one, or own any property his whole life. However, he is very content with his life. Our family of three had a happy life in a small town of Wujiang in Guizhou province, which I cherish the most.My father has been gone for 25 years, until today there are still many people missing him. I know he's a man who counts money for little, and he thinks nothing is more important than living a real life, and this helps shape my life philosophy. I hope that I can work for a lifetime to help every ambitious and excellent doctor and each Grade Three Level A hospital in China. The Earth has been rotating for billions of years, and the world is divided into days and nights. The Earth orbits the Sun making longer days and shorter nights in summer and vice versa in winter. Humans live a short life on this beautiful planet, but some of them live with pain and hates. Why? Because they have a greedy heart. And that’s why we should cherish every day of our life because we only live once. All I want is that there is a beam of light especially lighting up for me, that there is a stage specially set up for me and that there are people especially coming up for me. Wealth flows like water, Peace stands like gold, 2023 is here, and I wish all a happy Chinese New Year and everything will be okay in the end.