每天深夜常常坐在床上讀書，這是多年的習(xí)慣。遙想年少十五，與父親江邊漫步，在后山坐觀星光，深夜一起吃面。他做的宮爆雞丁和小酥肉，真的是一級(jí)美味，我們家里還有八個(gè)動(dòng)物的烤餅機(jī)，這些都讓我永志難忘。10歲那年，父親得了癌癥，我夜夜從睡夢(mèng)中驚醒，我怕他突然離我而去。而那時(shí)中國(guó)醫(yī)療還很落后，我眼睜睜地看著我深愛的人要離開我，我卻無(wú)能為力。后來(lái)我真的失去了父親，無(wú)人可以陪伴，故遇見困難，即時(shí)自閉，心胸翳痛，萬(wàn)箭穿心。我做不到節(jié)哀順變。我只愿與獨(dú)處相安，與萬(wàn)事言和。2019年金秋十月，我與方子出差德國(guó)。我們22天拜訪了30家著名醫(yī)院69位關(guān)鍵學(xué)術(shù)領(lǐng)袖。每天清晨和午后我們?cè)诘聡?guó)兩個(gè)城市奔跑，穿著中式旗袍去醫(yī)院開會(huì)。在堪稱美麗的城市里，在陽(yáng)光下的咖啡廳。這世界自有待我如珠如寶的人，從頭到尾，我都是一個(gè)簡(jiǎn)單的故事，太陽(yáng)照在我的臉上，暖氣洋洋，美不可擋……年少時(shí)我也曾假設(shè)過(guò)上千次，未來(lái)我會(huì)做什么樣的工作？我會(huì)在什么樣的情況下遇見他們，在一個(gè)有月亮的夜晚，在一片紫色的沙灘，在人潮洶涌的大街，在一個(gè)喝香檳的晚宴，在大學(xué)的演講廳，在公司的會(huì)議室……可是沒有，我一直沒遇見他們，最后在2014年一點(diǎn)都沒有準(zhǔn)備的情況下我在德國(guó)遇見了他們。他們的確獨(dú)一無(wú)二，他們的確是我的知已，事業(yè)伙伴。我不會(huì)忘記他們，一萬(wàn)年都不會(huì)。真的是良辰美景奈何天……2023年9月快來(lái)到了，青山白水，后會(huì)有期！見一次面吧，在9月16日28度的中國(guó)海濱城市廈門。

I often sit on the bed reading late at night, which has been a habit for many years. I recall when I was fifteen, walking by the river with my father, sitting in the back mountain watching the stars, and eating noodles together late at night. The Kung Pao Chicken and Crispy Pork Slices he made are really first-class delicacy. We even had a Chinese pancake maker with eight animals as the pattern on it. These are all unforgettable memories for me. When I was 10, my father was diagnosed with cancer. Every night I woke up from sleep afraid he would leave me at any moment. At that time, China's medical system was still underdeveloped. There was nothing I could do but to watch helplessly that the person I loved was about to leave me. After I lost my father, no one supported me. Every time I encountered difficulties, I shut down myself immediately, with all hard feelings inside and feel like my heart being shot by thousands of arrows. It’s difficult for me to accept the reality and move on. All I can do is to enjoy solitude and reconcile with everything. In the golden autumn of 2019, I went on a business trip to Germany with Helen. During the 22-day trip, we visited 69 key academic leaders in 30 renowned hospitals. Every morning and afternoon, we shuttled between cities in Germany, wearing traditional Chinese Qipao to meet the experts at the hospitals. No matter in beautiful cities or at the cafes bathed in sunshine. There will be someone who treats me as a treasure. Looking back at my whole life, it is a quite simple story. I like it when the sun is shining on my face, lighting up my day with warmth and beauty. When I was young, I also imagined thousands of times what kind of job I would have in the future, and under what circumstances I will meet them. On a moonlit night, on a purple beach, on a crowded street, at a champagne dinner party, in a university lecture hall, or in a business conference room...But no, I hadn't met them all along, and finally in 2014, without any preparation, I met them in Germany. They are indeed unique. They are indeed my confidants and business partners. I will never forget them, not even in ten thousand years. Why does Heaven give us brilliant day and dazzling sight yet not enough time to spend together...September 2023 is around the corner. The green mountains remain unchanged, the clear waters continue to flow, until we meet again. Let us meet on Sept. 16 in the coastal city of Xiamen, China with a comfortable temperature of 28℃.