1987年父親花了950元買了一部14寸牡丹彩電。每天黃昏時(shí)分，父母一起做飯，然后我們邊吃飯邊看電視。我剪著短發(fā)，穿著一雙粉紅色塑料涼鞋。我覺得人生真幸福。那時(shí)的水果也只有李子、桃子。有天傍晚，父親帶我去買了一個(gè)二手的書桌，他朋友自已手工做的。價(jià)格是80元。又花了15元買了黃色臺(tái)燈，父親還請(qǐng)人做了紅色金絲絨沙發(fā)放在我的小房間。我每月買《東方少年》、《兒童文學(xué)》。我從小還夢(mèng)想當(dāng)作家名揚(yáng)海外。在這個(gè)世界上誰(shuí)要敢欺侮我的家人，我就會(huì)狠狠地揍她。我10歲那年，我父親得了癌癥。那時(shí)的中國(guó)醫(yī)療還很落后，醫(yī)院也不懂得尊重病人。科室醫(yī)生護(hù)士總是欺侮我們。我就大鬧醫(yī)院，我狠狠地打了醫(yī)院的王護(hù)士長(zhǎng)，我就當(dāng)著何院長(zhǎng)的面打了他的人。最終全院上下他們是從骨子里特別懼怕我。后來我長(zhǎng)大后又去了廣州工作，他們就更怕我了，他們不知道未來我要怎么收拾他們。后來何院長(zhǎng)的兒子死了。何院長(zhǎng)夫妻最后全死在養(yǎng)老院了。既使他們現(xiàn)在全死了。我胸中還是不解氣。醫(yī)院千萬(wàn)不要去欺侮病人，病人會(huì)憎惡你們一輩子，我們只是來醫(yī)院看病的，我們不是來醫(yī)院鬧事的，你們憑什么敢欺侮我們？是誰(shuí)給了你們底氣。欺侮病人的醫(yī)生和護(hù)士就是惡人。那些總認(rèn)為病人鬧事的人，你們有沒想過你們究竟錯(cuò)在哪里？你們真心為病人治療了嗎？你們?cè)诓∪嗣媲案吒咴谏喜豢梢皇懒藛幔磕銈冇醚哉Z(yǔ)嚴(yán)重傷害病人了嗎？你們尊重病人了嗎？如果你們不真心反思，醫(yī)患矛盾將永遠(yuǎn)存在。這不僅是社會(huì)問題，這更是醫(yī)院的問題。因?yàn)槿瞬挪拍艹删鸵患覀ゴ蟮尼t(yī)院，醫(yī)生才是一個(gè)國(guó)家的良知。好人，才有資格做醫(yī)生。

In 1987, my father bought a color television of 14 inches from PEONY. At dusk every day, my parents cooked together, and we watched TV while having dinner. I had a short haircut, and wore a pair of pink plastic slippers, finding myself surrounded by happiness even if the only fruit available to us at the time was plums and peaches. One day at dusk, my father and I went together to buy a second-hand desk, which was hand-made by his friend and cost us 80 yuan. We spent another 15 yuan on a yellow lamp. My father also bought me a tailor-made red pleuche sofa for my bedroom. I bought Oriental Juvenile and Children's Literature every month, dreaming about becoming an internationally renowned writer someday. And anyone who dared to bully my family, I would give that person a hard lesson. When I was 10, my father developed cancer. China’s medical care level was so underdeveloped at that moment. And the hospitals didn’t care to respect the patients. When my father was hospitalised, the doctors and nurses at the hospital always humiliated us. I couldn’t stand it anymore and made a scene in the hospital, beating the Head Nurse Wang in front of Director He of the hospital. In the end, deep inside their heart, they were so afraid of me. I went to Guangzhou for work when I grew up, and their fear of me grew stronger because they didn’t know how I would react to their irresponsibility back then to my father. Later on Director He’s son died, and he and his wife died in the nursing home. Even though they all passed away, I still feel grievance and pain in my heart. Hospitals should never bully patients, or patients will resent them for the rest of the lifetime. We come to the hospital only for treatment, and we never meant to make any mess, so why should you ever bother to humiliate us? Doctors and nurses with such behaviors are only wicked people. Medical staff, who blame all the fault on patients for the medical trouble, have they ever had some introspection? Did they really care about the treatments for patients? Were they condescending to their patients? Did they hurt the patients hard with their evil words? Did they respect the patients? If they don’t have some introspection, the conflicts between the hospital and the patients will always be there. It’s not just a problem for society, this is a problem for hospitals. Only talents can make a great hospital, and doctors are the reflection of the conscience of a nation. Only good people are eligible to be doctors.