我想念德國(guó)了。2004年，我首次從香港飛到柏林，我去了柏林自由大學(xué)和洪堡大學(xué)，從此開(kāi)啟了我與德國(guó)的一世情緣。2005年我與Helen帶隊(duì)來(lái)到德國(guó)過(guò)了人生第一個(gè)圣誕節(jié)。我常置身于早市中，買(mǎi)新鮮水果，然后回到酒店咖啡廳吃早餐。我從沒(méi)這么熟睡過(guò)，豈止無(wú)歌，連夢(mèng)也沒(méi)一個(gè)。因?yàn)榈聡?guó)人做事太認(rèn)真，我覺(jué)得接近他們就可得到安全感，所以我們才成為好朋友。除了我深愛(ài)的祖國(guó)，德國(guó)是我生命之中最愛(ài)的國(guó)家，沒(méi)有之一。我想念那兒的人，想念那里的食物，還有山川和河流。疫情已經(jīng)過(guò)去。青山白水，后會(huì)有期。有生之年，欣喜相逢。我想過(guò)去和未來(lái)的時(shí)光都將美不勝收。今天是平安夜，清早起床烤了面包，今年一共烤了近100個(gè)面包。明天是圣誕節(jié)，今早去超市買(mǎi)菜，廣州25度，走在街角讓我雙肩溫暖。每年的今天我都要做飯請(qǐng)我父親回家吃飯，他去世快25年了，我沒(méi)有一天不想念他，在堪稱美麗的城市里，在陽(yáng)光下的咖啡廳，這世上只有他待我如珠如寶，從頭到尾，我都是一個(gè)簡(jiǎn)單的故事，太陽(yáng)照在我的臉上，喜氣洋洋，美不可擋。我現(xiàn)在常?；貞浧鹞覀冃r(shí)候的家：后山、田野、烏江、春游、節(jié)日。真的是如花美眷，似水流年。如果能久別重逢，我希望您別來(lái)無(wú)恙。

How I miss Germany. In 2004, I flew from Hongkong to Berlin. I visited the Free University of Berlin and the Humboldt University of Berlin. This started my lifetime connection with Germany. In 2005, Helen and I visited Germany and we had our first Christmas here. I used to go to the morning market for some fresh fruits, and then go back to the cafe of the hotel for breakfast. I have never slept so soundly, even without dreams. The Germans are very conscientious. I feel secure when being with them. That’s why we can be good friends. In addition to my beloved motherland. Germany is my favorite country in my life. I miss the people there. I miss the food there, as well as the mountains and rivers there. The pandemic is over. With all these green hills and blue waters, we shall meet here again some day. It is a great pleasure to meet you in my life. The moments in the past and in the future will be unforgettably beautiful. Tonight is the Christmas Eve. I got up early and made a bread this morning. This year I have made nearly 100 breads. Tomorrow is Christmas. I did some grocery shopping this morning. It is around 25℃ outside today in Guangzhou and I feel so warm when I was strolling on the street. Every Christmas I cook by myself and invite my father to dinner as if he were still with us. He has been deceased for nearly 25 years and I have been missing him everyday, no matter when I am in beautiful cities or at the cafes bathed in sunshine. My father is the only person who treats me as a treasure. Looking back at my whole life, it is a quite simple story. I like it when the sun is shining on my face, lighting up my day with happiness and beauty. I recall my childhood a lot, our house, the mountain, the field, the Wujiang River, the spring outings, the festivals... I miss my youth when we were beautiful as flowers and the time flew as water. Merry christmas. If we have the chance to meet again after such a long time. I hope that you are well.